Happy trails Eli!
You are a mountain man, not a flatlander (Indiana?) Glad you are the test case for Amarillo!!! Enjoy the tumble weeds. Watch out for the hailstones. I am betting that Santa Fe is the place for you to go. A great art scene. As for pain, I have found that forcing yourself to remember the good times and put the bad times out of mind/ forgetting is the way to go.